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this is so awfully true.

i need just one person in the whole world.

one person to command me. one person to surrender to me. one person to make me human.

just... being human is hard, much harder than being a machine. once you've started feeling like a human being, you start acting like a human being. wishes, dreams, opinions appear - uncalled for. dreams of freedom. once you've gained freedom, you start craving for more. you find it possible to question your loyalty to this one person you belong to. you find it possible to break the rules.

human beings are destined to break the rules they'd created for themselves.

now i long to become a machine again.






@музыка: Placebo - Special needs

@настроение: six months off for bad behavior