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i cannot quite grasp the trace of human logic. it is really beyond my comprehension.
i've been told over the years that i was too blunt, too straightforward for a spellmaster. but spells is one thing, and life is another. even the life of a machine like myself. i kind of miss the straightforwardness of school years: if one doesn't like you, one tells you so.
we're all Liars of course, and spell Love or spell Friendship is a lie in its true form. i've been obliged to take wild guesses at the true feelings of a person, so i could see his weakness and strike. only few people manage to cover the truth with such a lie that cannot be uncovered. most Fighters are predictable, and female Fighters seem the most predictable of all.
it turned out to be true for females in general - usually the choice is rather simple: either she hates you or fancies you. but here comes your vanity and you choose the latter, making a huge mistake. the greatest problem of figuring out a female's attitude towards you is that you never know whether she's lying or not. women are expert Liers. just a smile and some flattering words, and then either highly secretive or widely open behaviour and voila! - you assume that she'd fallen for you, madly and deeply. a huge mistake, a terrible mistake. the feeiling of contepmt for yourself can haunt you for days and weeks and months - so strong is the stinging pain in your ego.
i've been told over the years that i was too blunt, too straightforward for a spellmaster. but spells is one thing, and life is another. even the life of a machine like myself. i kind of miss the straightforwardness of school years: if one doesn't like you, one tells you so.
we're all Liars of course, and spell Love or spell Friendship is a lie in its true form. i've been obliged to take wild guesses at the true feelings of a person, so i could see his weakness and strike. only few people manage to cover the truth with such a lie that cannot be uncovered. most Fighters are predictable, and female Fighters seem the most predictable of all.
it turned out to be true for females in general - usually the choice is rather simple: either she hates you or fancies you. but here comes your vanity and you choose the latter, making a huge mistake. the greatest problem of figuring out a female's attitude towards you is that you never know whether she's lying or not. women are expert Liers. just a smile and some flattering words, and then either highly secretive or widely open behaviour and voila! - you assume that she'd fallen for you, madly and deeply. a huge mistake, a terrible mistake. the feeiling of contepmt for yourself can haunt you for days and weeks and months - so strong is the stinging pain in your ego.